According to the short test i took, my valentine’s day personality is broken -

Valentine’s Day is something you could potentially enjoy, but not this year.
It just brings up too many bad feelings and memories for you right now.

That’s the problem with Valentine’s Day. It’s a double edged sword.
The better it feels when you’re in a couple, the worse it feels when you’re single.

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Oh well, am just silent at my end of the world.  Am thinking am loveless because it really feels like it.  We haven’t talked since the new year so am thinking that maybe he has come to his senses and decided that this year we will really call it quitz.   Well i did not expect his call but deep inside i was hoping.  I am wondering eh….For a month a half, he called, to greet me.  I did not talk much i was even quiet and he did not ask me anymore why…he said sorry…i did not reply.  He promised he will be online soon.  He requested my phone be connected to YM always.  Oh well it is but since it’s not in use anymore for soooooo long, then it just dc itself.   I was quiet most of the time of the 3 minutes call — quiet bcause i was crying. hehehe  Oh well it was good to cry — it lessened the toxic inside.

Hmmm am ranting.  Oh i should to keep me sane and healthy in spirits.

Happy Valentine’s day to all!