A cousin and his family arrived last Thursday and luckily Friday was a holiday so we spent it at the pool with more than a hundred relatives. So many people so it also meant so much food. Even days before they arrived I was already feeling depressed that i was craving for some food. By the time they arrived (they wanted to surprise me) I easily fell into their non-stop eating sessions. The more i felt bloated and heavy yet i don’t feel guilty being full all the time. Most of us in the eating session were in diet but we forget about our it for some days. We just wanted to bond so naturally we have to eat because tis a season of eating. There were days that rained so we are house arrest for some hours. Nothing to do except chatting and eating. I have thought of buying some appetite suppressants but if we would take that for sure there would be lots of left overs.

My cousins has gone back to Cebu Monday night and my menses started yesterday, so am back to small portion serving when I am eating.

I hope to lost again what i have lost months back. By hook or by crook ~~  i should do that.